整理

现在只有郁闷的时候还会想起这个blog. 累了懒得用英文.
最近发生的一些事让本来自以为是的本人开始静下心想些东西.. 我本来就不是什么了不起的人物,但是有时候我的凭小聪明或是by luck我或许能做到别人做不到的事情,另种说法就是"比较牛",让我觉得自己是个人物.我也希望别人也认可我.. 但是有时候事与愿违.. 当你表现出来的cocky程度大于你所获得的成就,在他人眼里你就会变成一个自以为是的家伙..
同时,我也不断比对他人所获得的成就. 让我这个自以为是的人接受别人比自已强或是跟自己一样强或许比较难.. 于是开始挑对方面的shortcoming安慰自己,并且忽视其优点.. 这也是很蠢的想法. 但是我只是不能get rid of it.. 于是开始内心的挣扎.进而导致了郁闷.. 凡事都有其存在的道理,自己觉得没道理的事情只是还没发现他的道理..
but.我始终觉得我会是outstanding的一个,我会与别人不同,因为从小就是异众化.. 所以我只有两个极端可以走.一个outstanding一个是out.. life is struggle. 呵呵..
讲了这些就涉及到定位与目标的问题,我的目标是高,但是我对自己的定位或许也太高了.. 我只是平庸人的一分子.仅此而已..(定位) 我需要另一方面思想来counter下,才能达到一个平衡..
我能做到的事.. 只能有5%的人能做到.. 最后还是要牛B下.. (this is 目标).. 家人和爱人最重要.. (this is basic)..

好了..安慰完自己.. 爽. 这是心灵上的自慰.. 汗..
celebration. cheer.. 庆祝重回 bogger...

too lazy recently..

live is completely mass now.. too lazy .. nothing could raise my interest for no reason.. probably because of the falues I've been through recently ..
I gotta find something to do to end up this live..
live positively .. that's real me ..

Some pics for recent HK tour

You should know how tiny you are ..
everyone is dressed in the same form,and the only diversity is what are real inside..







The End..

confusing..

Hong Kong's taken my camera and umbrella.. crying..
and what ya gonna give me back .. im dreaming of it .. better not take more stuff from me .. cash is a so limited resource..

losing property really made me sick.. so tough to get it through .. to some extand.. it's not about money .. i can not share experiences without camera .. pretty shitty..

.. no pics for this blog..... ...going crazy....

gotta work for my presentation right now .... hope my camera is fine now .. and my umbrella too..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY

IT IS YOUR 22th BIRTHDAY.. JOE WING..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY！

I CAN NOT BE BY YOUR SIDE THIS YEAR BUT MY HEART WILL BE ..

THERE IS NO SURPRISE FOR YOU .. WHAT I CAN GIVE YOU IS JUST SIMPLE WORDS..

WISH YOU COULD BE MY 'CHILD' FOREVER.. ^^..

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Some pics of SH tour..

shoot by a professional cemera.. city light of the bond .. very gorgeous..



My buddy . Felix and his buddy.. and also Yoyo.. Lili.. all cool friends .. it's been extremly nice to talk to such friends.. shared experiences .ambitions... so precious friendships.. so many memerable moments ..

fency bars ..

100RMB & A asshole

a 100RMB-cash was my first career salary... for 2 hours' interpretation work.. pretty good payment isn't it .. and it's gonna be a owesome line in my resume with proprate exaggeration ..
im approaching my aim .. everything i missed to do in the first two years im gonna make 'em up this year , before the recruitment fair.. but it should be know that : there is something you missed one time . you'll never get it back .. so .. better do everything in exactly the right time .. anyway, history is history .. future can be different..

and second thing is about an asshole .. f**king rediculous ,my QQ No. is just ordinary .. why stole it from me .. and i asked you kindly to just give it back to me .. what did you say?? 60RMB.. you know what im gonna say ..?? " F**k it .. , idiot , you are that poor to steal a worthless QQ acc. created by god damn TENCENT..? "
everythin belong to me im gonna get it back absolutely ..

that's the things for today ...

Hitting back..

i wanna argue myself though it is absolutely unnecessary .. it was a issue in the blog of my friend.. she/he stated that a person can not simply pursue wealth&fame .. and it is live attitude that attracts friends..
Yep, you are completely right .. while i suggest you look at the follow points:

A, I am not a guy who simply pursue wealth&fame in deep.. I just turn out to be in my words.. I can say that I pursue success in reasonable ways.. all of my friends around me should know it..

B, You probably think that i wanna attract friends with status & weath or something.. personally i can say you completely misunderstood my view .. i know myself..
let me just explain it this way .. how can you expect a begger to be a friend of a senior manager.. it is social class defines the friend-sphere.. it is the forehead and then comes the body .. in your social class you can attract friends indeed and kick asswholes out of you live..
and another thing is : are you neglect about the relationship between social class and the live attitude.. i can not say it definitely but i think there is a strong relationship for common circumstances.. I pursue social status coz i believe up-class could give me more friends indeed..
and shares similar live experience , do businesses together, understand each other easily , strongly support each other .. that is live quality ..

C, I just wanna find the live that i belong to .. everyone\s doing this .. no blame should be put on it .. one can not judge the others from his/her own value.. so arguements on it are really endless.. why not just stop it and try to understand ... we can not hit the others down ,why dont we just put it into a balance..

And finally , thanks for your misunderstanding that i can sort out what i really thinking about..
by the way . thanks for joe's understanding for whatever i did and will do ... thats the things for today..